personal

7 - 11 months

Carrieanne, March 2010
my best friend hung himself on the 4th of augest 2009

honey, January 2010
I'm 15 years old. 11 months ago my boyfriend died in a car accident, because of a drunk man. he was 19. I've been through so much pain I can't tell, but that all of you that had lost someone know and understand. My whole world come to pieces after I lost him. He was everything to me, he promised me we were going to be together forever. I still remember him every single day and I know I will remember he my whole life, he was my first love. and life continues, and you just have to keep going forward. we can keep them alive in our hearts. I know he is watching me from heaven, that he wants me to live, he wants me to be happy... I don't know if I'll be happy again, but I will live for both of us. I'll live for that love

Soph, January 2010
I lost my daddy 15th june 2009 and i miss him soo much that i just want to be with him. i have suicidle thoughts and i am self harming my self. what do i do? i cant help my strong feelings about wanting to die so much. Its making me sooo depressed. im sure my dad doesnt want to see me like this and im sorry dad! but i cant help this emotion. Please just help me! ?? i want to end this pain. xx

holly, January 2010
i lost my dad 9 months ago and i still cant move on. i hadnt seen him for 3 years and was planning on visiting him when he died suddenly of an accidental overdose. i missed him already before he died and now knowing i will never see him again, its too hard. ppl expect me to be over it already but if anything i feel worse because every day i miss him more. no one understands wat it feels like. i have lost a part of me and can never get it back...i dont know how to deal with it, sometimes i feel like i will never truely be happy again. some times i wish i had someone to talk to about it but then i dont even know wat to say anyway. i just wish i could talk to him. nothing else can make it better.

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