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my best friend died

We've collected together some stories and experiences that have been sent into the website of how different people have felt after the death of a best friend:

I met a girl and i thought she was really werid but as i got to no er and how troubled her life is i got to be good friends with her. She was bulled at school and the friday before she died we had a argument. On the monday i told her i didn't like her. That night she was in a car accident. When i found out i felt numb. Why had i been so silly? What should i do now? Why did i do what everyone else did on monday and picked on her? Why didn't i swollow my pride and say sorry? Then i would have been able to say good bye? Goddbye to one of my best friends.

My friend died in front of me in an English lesson. She was 13 and had heart failure.
A massive chunk of me has been taken away and everyone seems to have forgotten about it.
It helps to talk to adults though.

One of my best friends died. He died in a coma. He was playing football,he tryed to jump for the ball. When he hit the ground he just layed there. When i found out i was so feeling so guilty. Worst thing was. I never even saw him in hospitial. I never got to say i loved him alot and one thing that hurt me most was. I never even ever ever got to say he was my best friend. I cryed at night time. Cried my self to sleep. I havent even been to his grave because i just cant bare seeing it. Its horrbile loosing a best friend. But most of all i cant wait to see him again

My Best Friend Theresa died
we shared everything together I Truly miss her so much.
She had Cancer.
I havent been the same sence.
i WISH i had been there more for her at the end she was remarkable

Has anyone lost there best friend and just thought they would come walking though that door again? coz now 2 years on i still expect her to come walking in or to text me or ring me asking what i'm up to! It took me a whole year to delete her moblie number from my phone, for some reason i just couldn't do it!

When he was killed i didnt know what to think or do. I cut out the story that was in the paper to keep so i could look back to. He was friends with nearly everyone at school and alot of people missed him, it wasnt the same on the school bus. I know he is in a better place and he is looking down on us.

My 2 mates died in a car crash nearly 3 months ago and i'd thought we would all get used to the fact that we would never see them agen at theatre and nobody hardly cried at the rehearsals but wen it came to the performance we all cried and i felt like i had no one to tlk to, i still hav'nt got my head around it and i dont think i ever will. I really miss them.

a couple of months back my best m8 died! i was on holiday at the time and i couldnt get back to comfort his family! i still cant believe hes gone and im still waiting 4 him to tell me hes there watching me! i love him so much and really wish wateva happens hell b wiv me and his family 4eva and hes not going to leave us again beacause it really hurts! wen he died i only had a few friends hu i cud talk to! which was hard i cudnt talk to nobody and i got bullied cause i kept crying it was a rough time but im learning to get over it but ill always have a place in my heart 4 him and that place will never be removed!!!

my best m8 died 6 months ago and it was the most devastating time of my life. he died 4 days b4 his 16th birthday and the last time i saw him was a week b4 he died! i never got the chance to tell him how much he means to me and i always look @ the stars and think that hes there looking down on everything i do! he was the bestest m8 a girl cud have and now im lost!

11 months ago one of my close friends was killed.He was hit by a car while walking home from a night out.I was devestated.3 months later another close friend was killed on his way 2 work.It was another road traffic accident.He was involved in a head on collision with a lorry.I feel that every1 has accepted that they are gone and they expect me 2 do the same but I cant.I feel like im at rock bottom and will never get back up again.

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