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story 301: jake

My girlfriend died on Friday 28th March 2008 at 3:46 am, I don't know what to do. I don't want to do anything because I would feel guilty doing anything without her knowing that she's up there all alone probably frightened and unhappy in a strange place. I cant believe I let her die on her own. I want to kill myself just to be with her again. Every time I laugh I feel so crappy cos I should be upset not laughing, she's never going to have a chance to do all the things she wanted to do / we wanted to do together. Why should I have fun when she never us going to get the chance. I just want her back.


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