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wen i lost my gran i felt like i'd lost a part of myself too.
it all started in april 2006 wen she began gettin a cold and a sore chest. this cold stayed on until july 2006 wen she thought she would see a doctor. the doctor reffered her 2 the hospital where they did tests and found out that my gran had lung cancer. she wasn't sad or upset .she just went on with her life and got chemotherapy every month and in december 2006 she began feeling tired all the time and she would stay in her bed all the time. thats wen i knew i woz cancer woz beginning to steal her from me. then after skool on 19th january 2007 i visited her in her house and when i left she sed "i'll see you on tuesdai katie."
i never did see her on tuesdai and i'll never see her again as on that tuesdai she was talking about she died at 9am after collapsing in her room at 3am.
its weird going 2 visit my grandad now as shes never there. i really miss her and i would love to see her again.
i had terrible time after i founcd out she died. i was suicidal and i had panic attacks a lot and just felt depressed. i had to go to hospitals and get help because it was that serious but i'm finally beginning to get back on track.
but that doesn't mean i don't miss her. i feel like crying as i write this and i feel a tear in my eye.
i just wish i could talk to her.
but at least she will never hav to suffer agen.

RIP GRAN
27th October 1935 - 23rd January 2007

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