interactstoriesI love you daddyby my daddys lil princess - 26 Aug 04 my dad was such a lovin n carin person he wud neva shout or hurt me ...he
had a heart of gold.my mum n dad split up wen i was 7 years old and because
ive always bin a daddys lil gurl ive always seemed to love my dad just
that lil bit more than my mum it may sound awful but thats tha way i felt.
i only got 2 c my dad once every week on a saturday and i spent xmas eve
and new year with him and he used 2 cum bak 2 my house on xmas day until
my mum met her new boyfriend i absolutley h8ed him as awful as it may
sound but i did my mum always stuck up 4 im wen i did a lil thing wrong
but ma dad neva did.a few years l8er ma mum had a baby with her boyfriend
my new lil brother james i was glad that i hav a baby bro as i dont get
along with my eldset 1 bcoz es 17 and hes out all the time now!.....so
everything was ok in my life so far until ma dad he...he got a lump on
his neck,we all used 2 joke with him callin him a lizard and makin fun
but he laughed along with it and made fun of himself until he went to
the hospital 2 the lump removed the doctors sed they r gunna play about
with his lump 2 see wat it really is.one night when i went to my auntie
ingrids house (my dads other ssetrs.....my dad and my auntie r exactly
the same shes the best) my dad told me and my brother taht the doctors
told him he had cancer i broke in2 tears an cried 4 hours. then things
started to happen he collasped like 3 times a day he got rashes and he
bagan 2 go pale and then VERY VERY VERY Sskinny he then had 2 start goin
2 hospital and stayin there 4 hours then days then weeks then months and
he became even worse. i h8ed leavin him at the hospital he wud giv me
n ma brother a kiss and a hug and id jus feel so awful leavin him with
all those tubes and wires cuming in and out of his body.and then he began
2 get eatin and puttin on weight he wa walkin round every where even though
he was still bad.....then one day i was at my grandmas house ma dads mum
..and ma dad was there he wasnt in hospital but he still has his walkin
stick his legs were really swollen they were HUGE but ma dad told me that
the doctors are goin to drain them so i was so happy because he was gettin
better that day wen i had 2 go home i gave my dad a hug and a kiss and
told him i loved him then meand my brother got in a taxi and waved bi.....a
couple days l8er i came home frm skool and it was gettin late near ma
bed time wen some1 was knocking at ma door i answered it and it was my
aunite ingrid and my step mum they smiled and came in and sat me down
with my mum and sed "ANNA DARLIN YOUR DAD DIED THIS AFTERNOON"
i couldnt breathe i couldnt even cry with the shock i just stood up walked
up stairs ran in2 my mums room and totally flipped i wa punchin the mirros
swearing and gettin out of control my mum almost had 2 pin me down and
she hugged me 4 ages.....my brother was at his football match at the time
with my step dad wen he came home we didnt have to tel him beacuse he
cud see how bad i had bin cryin and how red my face was and the fact i
was holdin a picture of my dad he broke in2 tears and ie never ever seen
my brother cry before and when i though about it when i looked at my brother
i realised how much he had done he took money out of his own pocket 4
me 2 see my dad when he needed 2 go 2 work 2 get money he skipped it jus
2 take me there and i was so gr8ful 2 have a brother like him and now
we are the best of friends but i still have arguments with mt stepdad
but my brother always helps me with that. my dad had a wonderful funeral
and had his ashes scattered in the hollies which is a big woods woth wild
flowers and rivers a place my dad loved and took us when me n ma bro was
lil. to our dear dad a memory fond and true in our hearts you live forever
we thought the world of you...good night dad god bless all our love and
kisses frm anna and john xxxxxx |
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