you are everything
by donna - 21 April 06
when we were down you made us frown,
you lightened up are faces,
you are my cousin and always will be,
it will never be the same without you,
i look up at the stars,
and wonder if u can hear me,
i no you try and send your love down from up above.
When your funeral came, we all walked behind the horses holdin hands,
as the coffin went down to the ground, words of love then followed,
i dropped a single rose to sleep with you,
My body feels so hollow.
i looked up at the sky and seen so many baloons of which was your favourite colour.
7 months after i still come to see you, at your home,
i sit down next to you not nowing what to say,
wondering if you are there standing next to me.
or floating in the sky around us all,
no one will no what its like to loose a person like you,
so when people say they understand,
they don't until they are me.
people say the pain will go away,
but there wrong,
my pain gets stronger each day,
nowing i will never see you again,
until the day i pass,
but im not scared of dying, because i no you will be on the other sides of the gates waiting for me.
i miss your laugh,
i miss your smile,
omg donna ill miss u for a while,
each time i cry, i cry for you,
even thou i no you wouldn't like that,
And I know, deep down, in my heart of hearts,
That we're just 'on hold'. We'll never part.
but Forever I will stand by that grave
Not knowing what to do
And as I lay that rose upon your home
I'll whisper 'Ill always love you'.
so go to sleep and ill be with you soon,
just becuase your gone it doesn't mean your place in ym heart has gone,
it grows more and more each day.
love you 4eva miss you always bbz, sleep tight and enjoy your restxxx