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it hurts so much

by shanice - Jun 07

everyday i wake up and i hope and pray
it's just a bad dream i'm living all through the day
then i stop and realise that i'm not dreaming
and inside in my heart i start screaming
i sit and wonder why
and i can do nothing but cry
i wonder why god wants to hurt me
but i don't tell anyone, i don't let them see
the pain i go through day in day out
because it's only me that understands what it's all about
i take a step back and look at me now
people tell me i'll get through it but i don't know how
all i know is that from deep within my soul from the bootom of my heart,
i love him now, i have always loved him and i will till the end of time.