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for you both

From: Kay

for my beautiful cousins kiki and B-
that day you left us a part of me was ripped out.
i never got to say goodbye
i never got to see you for the last time
to tell you how much i loved you.
we tried our best to keep going but some of us fell on the way
and God took your sister because he saw that without you she couldnt go on anylonger.
i never thought life without you both would be as hard as it is now.
i look at you children and see a part of you in them each day.
i struggel to explain why they dont have there mum's with them like every other little boy does.
i struggle to see a light at the end of the tunnel
i struggle to see my life moving on without you
i struggle to see how your little boys will grow up without you both
i struggle to see why it had to be you.
i just want you back so much
but i know that one day i will see you again but till then i will just hold on and take each day as it comes.
i cant come to bring myself to accept that your gone beacuse i feel like when i do i will loose you for ever.
as i tell your children GOD saw that you were too good for this world so he took you up to be one of his angel and i know your looking down on us. knowing that makes every day worthwhile knowing that your both by my side

i love you both so much and you will always be close to my heart
thank you for being part of my life

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