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Wuv my daddy so much

Billie

In hospital with a bad liver, nothing seroius nothing capable of causing death. Drinking was the problem though he wasn't an alchoholic, he had a few pints and I think i only saw him drunk once! "A pint a day's good for you" he'd say though i wasn't quite sure.

Hoping to see my daddy soon was me sitting there waiting for the phone to ring. It did. It was just after parents evening and the last thing he siad to me was "I'm so proud of you and I love you very much".

Next morning I heard muffled sobs down stairs, It was 5.15am I didnt know what was going on , so i tried to doze back off. Then at 5.30am I heard my auntie and cousin turn up and now was definetely the time to investigate.I went down stairs to ask but mum told me to go back up and she'd tell me in the morning.

I woke up in the morning as my usual happy self. "MORNING!", I screamed down the stairs. Then as i got down there I asked my mum about the situation that happened last night.

She sat me and my sister down , took a deep breath and said "You know your dad was ill in hospital" "Yeh" "Well ...he's gone to heaven with the angels".
"what seriously " I said as she nodded her head.

I broke into tears it was horrible. It certainly was the worst day of my life.

Shortly after i found out that he wasn't killed by his liver.
He had been sick and sick and sick making his blood go into places it shouldn't called a haemorotic shock. He died instantly but pain free in his sleep at 5.00 in the morning.

I will never forget him and my life is not complete without him.
R.I.P. my lovely daddy, love you so much!