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Desperation and Despair

(after 4 bereavements in my life)
Anon

When I've reached the depths of desperation or despair
I m literally too tired to talk, help myself or care
I look up at the sky; I wake up in the morning
And I wish you were there

Then anger takes over, it's a big black hole
An emotion switch in my brain
It's not a remote or my fault
I've just lost the control

I'm missing you all so much
ust want one more chat, a kiss
Or another touch
I constantly want you back
Cant seem to keep my life on track
A day, a week, a year or how ever longer
Time doesn't matter cos im so upset and angry tonight
'm gonna cry inside and out
And I wish you were here to hug and hold me tight

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