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Message from: Adam, 22 Feb 06

Subject: HELP im only at 17 with twin girls

hey i was on here b4 talkin about GF and how my GF(amiee) found out she had cancer. and her dreams were 2 grow up and have kids and get marred but when she found out that she didnt have long 2 live i wanted 2 make her dreams come true.so i did on sep the 3rd she gave birth two to lovely twin girls. she loved them 2 bits and wanted this xmas 2 b the best ever cause she new she wouldn't b here next xmas but on the 19th of dec she was rust in2 hospitel and we were sadly told she wasnt going 2day. i could belive it. i thought we would have longer 2getter but God wanted her now. so only thing i could do was 2 make her 2nd dream come true so on the 22th of dec i marred her in the hospitel. she lasted 2 day cause on the 24th God took her. i really miss her sooooooo mush but i know i have 2 b here 4 my 2 littie Angels.

I did help i cant live with out Amiee

Subject: Hey

I think your amazing to have done all that for your wife at only 17. I just turned 17 and these are all things id never dream of doing!! Stay strong now, take some time out to grieve, and be strong for you little angels. There are always people around to support and listen, and when you need it, take comfort in knowing that Aimee is looking down on you, and loving you all.
Message back if you need to talk.
Take care, and be brave
x Sophie x

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i just cant live with out her any more 03 message : hey i was on here b4 talkin about GF and how my GF(amiee) found out she had cancer. and her dreams were 2 grow up and have kids and get marred but when she found out that she didnt have long 2 live i wanted 2 make her dreams come true.so i did on sep the 3rd she gave birth two to lovely twin girls. she loved them 2 bits and wanted this xmas 2 b the best ever cause she new she wouldn't b here next xmas but on the 19th of dec she was rust in2 hospitel and we were sadly told she wasnt going 2day. i could belive it. i thought we would have longer 2getter but God wanted her now. so only thing i could do was 2 make her 2nd dream come true so on the 22th of dec i marred her in the hospitel. she lasted 2 day cause on the 24th God took her. i really miss her sooooooo mush but i know i have 2 b here 4 my 2 littie Angels.........
......................................................... It has been a few months from Amiee passing.i feel that i just cant live with out. i cant even leave the girls for a min cause i am frighted i well loss them as well. But i have 2 go bk 2 work and get some more money for the girls cause my mum and amiee's mum has been helpin all with money. but i feel so bad takein money of them they cause they r my kids i have 2 make the money 4 them but i just cant leave the girls.

a few weeks ago i found letters Amiee left 4 me and for the girls when they r older. a bit of mean says that i cant b sad about her leavein us and that i have 2 move on and find Kaitlyn and Eille a new mummy. but how can i. I feel that i well love another girl as mush as i loved Amiee. it Amiee will be Amiee 17TH brithday next week and i know it goin 2 b so hard 2 live thought that day. mothers day was very hard for cause it would have been her 1st mother and she would have just loved it. i take the girls up 2 her grave every day 2 put lots of flowers on.

I NEED HELP I JUST DONT KNOW WHAT TO DO I JUST FEEL I CANT LIVE ANY MORE

love from Adam xo

Subject: keep strong

hey i saw your msg and i think that aimmee would want you to keep strong and keep your chin up. its great what your doing with the twins. i can understand that you still really love her and dont want to move on, but take it from me even when you move on you never ever forget about someone you've lost. maybe you should talk to your parents and see if maybe they dont mind looking after the girls while you go to work. im sure they would love to help. i hope everything works out for you and the girls. let me know how things are going. (if you want to) keep strong and look after yourself xxxxx Nicki xxxxx