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Message from: nicky, 04 Feb 06

Subject: ma mom

ma mom killed herself n i cant help thinkin it was sumthin 2 do with me. i still cant believe she's gone. i dont see the point in anythin anymore i jus want her back. i'd do anythin 2 b able 2 c her jus one more time. i feel dat i nva had d chance 2 say goodbye. i was d 1 hu found her wen she'd hung herself n i keep havin nightmares bout wot she looked like. i always try 2 remember all d times we had together but wheneva i do i jus end up seeing her face how it looked that mornin. i jus wanna b able 2 tlk about her with sum1 but evrytime i try i jus shut off frm evry1. i nva no wot to do anymore

Subject:my mums first anniversery 5.2.06

I had just given birth 5 half weeks to a boy when my mum suddenly died but when i seen her she looked so peaceful. then due to a house death she had to have a post morton and when we got her home she looked so angry, it just didnt look like mum. Anno its ok for me to say but u need to think positive and try remember her when it was all the good times. i do believe when u die ur sole goes straight to heaven so to me mum was already gone its just a shell of there body. am here if u wnt to talk

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dont eva give up. wen my dad died i went thru hell. i even tried 2 kill myself. but this isnt the answer. no matter wot u do in life just try and think that she will always look down on u. she loved u and she always will jus remember that she will always b there 4 u. u can talk 2 her, even tho u wont get a response it will help. in life there r people that u can talk 2 and those that u cant. on this site u will always find sum1 who can talk 2 u.