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Message from: stephanie, 20 Jan 06

Subject: i miss him so much

if there is any1 out there hoo feel the same way i do let me no because my bro died and i dont no wat 2 do it has been 6 months most ppl r 2 busy 2 talk at home my bro was only 16 he did not desrve that i feel like why should i get out of bed in the morning it is just going 2 b people telling me it is going 2 b ok but how do they no they did not die when justin(my bro)died it felt like a dream but in dreams it isnt supposed 2 hurt sure enough it was no dream it was real & now as my lyfe moves on justins does not & 4 that i curse those who hated my brother & expecialy the one who shot him RIP Justin i miss him so much

Subject: I know your pain

Hi, I no your pain as my dad was killed by a gunshot and it is the worst way to lose smebody. My dad was shot when i was 11 months old so i have no memory of him. He was only 25 and i miss him so much. im 16 now. message back if you want to talk. Stay strong xxxx

Subject:the same way

hannah i m sorry about yur dad my brother got shot and i have been lost ever since when he got shot it felt like it wasnt true like my worst nightmare its been 6 moths and i still cry where ever when ever even if i m at school or at home i always no my brother is watching over meand every day that goes by that is 1 step closer 2 seein my brother again i miss him till this day and i bet u miss yur dad noing u where only 11 months kills me inside thanks 4 reading my E-mail i no u r older but its good 2 have some1 2 talk 2

Subject:i know the feeling

ive just lost a very close family friend in a tragic car accidenthe was like a brother to me and i just dont know what to do i miss him so much i just wanna see him again talk to him and laugh with him i just want back i dont know what to do please help if u can xxx

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Stephanie, its always good to have someone to speak to no matter how old they are. I am only 16 so probably not much older! I miss my dad sooo much words cant explain. DOnt worry about crying in school I still do and my dad died 15 years ago. Its just that as I get older I realise what I am missing etc. message back love hannah xxx

Subject:thanks

hannah its stephanie thank 4 bein there even though y r older no 1 else would talk 2 me about wat happend 2 my bro.they think its 2 hurtfull 2 talk about it so thanks 4 understanding
there 4 u always,
stephanie