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Message from: kim, 20 Jan 06

Subject: suicidal

my big brother died before chistmas and i still miss him i dont no what 2 do anymore i took an overdose about 2 days ago i just feel like there is no ponit to me being here is this normal plzzzzz help im messed up

Subject:brothers

my big brother died just before christmas too, i kno just how you feel, i dont know how to help you or myself at the minute i too miss him so much and have considered what u r talking about but i keep thinkin i av 2 hold out 4 my mum. sorry i cant help but atleast kno there is someone 2 relate to.

Subject: (no subject)

wud ur brother want u 2 think like this? u r here 4 a reason, u may not kno rite now but u will eventually. u will always have ur brother looking over u to help u in ur life n he is always gona be in ur mind helpin u 2 make the rite decisions. my dad died a year ago yesterday, n tell me a year ago i wud be sat where i am now- feelin ok (not great but still am here) i wudnt hav believed u or any1 but now i know he is my strength and meaning of life, i have to make him proud. i have a meaning to everythign i do... to make my dad proud of me. chin up luv! xxx

Subject: i no

i understand. My brother died 5 months ago, i blame my self adn is still hurting. I wish i could have done sumfin better to help him and feel guilty i didnt my other brother and sister are alcoholics and my sister si dying and she nos she is killing herslef and it makes me angry becouse i get all there greif thrown at me and i just want to go wiht my brother but i cant becouse it will hurt my family. Plz help and give me sum advice on how 2 cope!! :( i am goin mad!!
thanks kelisia