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Message from: mo, 14 Jan 05

Subject: brother

my brother died almost 2 months ago on the 21st of november 2005 in a car crash. He went out to town with 3 friends to get some lunch during lunch time at school and never came back. He was my best friend and i miss him so much,we got on so well and never fought. He was only 17 and its his 18th birthday next week. I don't know how to describe how im feelin cos i dont really know, i just know i dont want to get up in the morning. Its even harder cos my parents are seperated and its awquad,and we would always deal with everything together and do everything together. Though i am 16,people say we were like twins. He's my only brother and now i feel so empty. I dont think there is anything that will ever help, i just want to be with him like i always was. But if anyone can help i'd appreciate it. Thank you, mo x

Subject:Death

i know how you feel. i was sad when my grandmother died and my uncle also. It's hard to lose someone so close to you. my uncle and grandma died almost right on september 11. my grandmother died on september 11.2002 and my uncle died three days before september 11 2001. you need to know that u will die some day and so will i and everyone will miss you like you miss your brother. remember all the good times you and him had and dont take those bad memories.