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Message from: eliza, 14 Jan 05

Subject: sadness

i miss my mother , but i go so easily from mood to mood that when im really angry with my father and really miss my mamma i think ineed to talk to someone, but when i get a chance ive already forgotten. i miss her and im scared of what ill do . i love my brothers and sister and friends and i dont want to wake up dead . i dont want them to have to miss me like i miss mamma . im afraid . of myself and for myself. i feel self centred and horribly mean. i get angry easily and i hate life . i miss my mother.

Subject: Its not worth it darlin

Stay strong darling, you are greiving so deeply and feel so totally alone. You need to speak to someone and someone you trust. There are so many volunteer groups out there willing to help and waiting for someone like you. Use them. Dont go inside yourself darling. Its not worth it. You have a long life to live dont do anything that you know you will regret.

Subject:(no subject)

Hi i lost my mum 4months ago! and i get angry too, i dont really like my dad because he left us when my mum as getting over cancer! Its normal to be angry you have mixed emotions but just rember to make your mum oroud coz she'll be watching down on you and will always be protecting you!