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Message from: Alex, 23 Nov 05

Subject: My dad

When I was 7 my father commited suicide and I went off the rails a little at school, running away and dissapearing.
I thought I had accepted his death because i have been openly been able to talk about it for years.
last year I completely went off the rails and had to have councelling and I realised that it was my dads death that really bothered me.
The thing that really hurts the most is not having a dad to get advice from and do all the things my friends do with there fathers.