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Message from: Joanne, 09 Nov 05

Subject: loss

Hi my name is joanne i am 14 years old. i have lost ots and lots of people i love through out my life but it doesn't get any easier. my cousin Kris killed his self to. Well he lived with us and felt like my brother he took me to play football all the time. It took me months to get over the worst. im not a christian but when i feel down i just say good night to kris as if he could hear me i pray to god to look after them up there. Unitl kris killed himself i would have just laughed at the thought of praying but it makes me feel better. i dnt no if u blame your self but i did, i thought that if i was there i could have stopped him there were a million and one things that could have stopped him. then i finall realised it was too late. so just think that he was too good to be here he decided to go and be where he thought was best.

Subject: My bro

Hi My Names Emily Im 10 and in april my brother Killed Him self and im still so sad its hard i hate it my brother was smart and funnt. im so sorry for you and if theras eanything i can do just tell me im soo sorry Love Emily

Subject:i hate it with out my brother

hiya emily
my heart goes out to you i no how you feel my brother killed him self to.he was 14 years old!! i find it very hard to cope he killed his self on thr 9th of agust o4 i just hate life now i keep getting excluded from school and stuff my mum goes mad but she does not understand i cant cope but i have told her and she understands me now and when i have a bad day i always get stressed realy bad so i get excluded because i just kick off 4 no reason! and then i think what i have done then i no im in the rong but you cant turn back time because if you could i would i would turn back time and get my brother back it would be the best thing of my life i think it would be 4 you to .. but that wish will not come true..i am 14 now i turned 14 on the 25th of november im gonna go now keep in touch please thanks xxxxxxxxxxxx