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Message from: kt taylor, 19 Oct 05

Subject: my best mate WIL*R*I*P*

it was a month on sunday that my best mate WIL had killed his self! by hanging his self ive non WIL for years and i never new WIL would do any think like that its not like him to do any think like that! i miss him lots and i cant wait to see him! ive tryed talking to my mum but because she never new him she could never help or talk to me the the day after i found out WIL had killed his self my best mate ELLIE her dad died in a car crash so i no what she going though! we always talk about the good times but its not the same without them we both need them to come back but we both no its not going to come true :'( i hope one day WIL OR OB WILL COME SEE ME OR ELLIE! i love and miss u! see you soon one day lots of love kisses and stuff love kt xX~X~Xx *R*I*P* hunny's x

Subject:my friend too

I came on the web to find some advice because I am so depressed about My friend too. He had hung himself about 6 weeks ago. I'm 36 and have known him for a long time.

Right now, i'm feeling lonely, very damned angry and immensely guilty too for not being able to help him more. It was his funeral yesterday 21st October and I put as brave a face on as I could muster up but cried my eyes out as soon as I could be alone away from everyone else.

I'm so sorry about your friend KT, a best friend is someone who shares a lot with you, or so I thought, but it seems either I wasn't as good a friend or I was blind to how he was feeling. Whatever it was, I absolutely hate myself at the moment and just want to be alone. I don’t think I’m at your talking stage yet.

Dont get me wrong, I'm not angry with my friend at all, I loved him a lot, but I'm finding it very hard to deal with whats happened and I guess make sense of why its happened too. I

I don’t think this is going to be easy for us KT, but for my friends memory I so want to be able to make this time easier for myself.

Did your friend Wil have someone that they knew that might be going through the same emotions? I’m thinking it might be a good thing to approach someone like that regarding my situation, maybe yours too.

For my good old friend… rest in peace, you’ll always have a place of warmth inside my saddened heart.

Subject: My bro same thing

im so sorry and in april 21 2005 my bro killed him self. and so it was verry hard i will never forget my step bro see ive know him for 7 years and im 10 now. um all i can say is im hear for you and if you need any thing talk to me. the first few things are the worst, like first day with out him the birthday, the christmas easter thanksgiving with out him. and menny more. well hang in thar im so sorry for you i yope you feel better well remember that im here bye

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Hey there Katie. I hope they come to see us too, and I know it's hard. While I'm writing this, I have to admit I'm feeling terrible. I miss him more than anyone can imagine - I can't explain how much it's hurting. My heart feels so heavy, and I'm sure you feel like it too for Wil.

Too bad that I think of the good times - Then realise I'm never going to enjoy it again because he's not there to have them with. I get myself down over everything, and some people just don't tend to see it. I don't mean to, but it happens. I'm sorry if I've been moody etc lately, I shouldn't take it out on you or anyone else.