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Message from: Kat, 16 Oct 05

Subject: need help

hi every1
i need help i have lost my best m8 he was like my father i hate my dad.i hate me.i hate god. and i think i have a anger problem "cause if even my m8 jokes and insults me i want to punch them and never remembr what happens i just always end up crying in my room wanting to kill myself i want to kill myself soooo bad but i cant any1 got any advice plz before i hurt myself 4 real..........

Subject:need help

i have been were u r now but i tried doin suicide and was stopped by a friend crying and she told a teacher about wat i was going to do then i year and a half ago i started doing self harm first with a door then a spoon scissors and a hairbrush anything i just wanted my dad back i found him dead in the kitchen he died of a heart attack i went to get my brother and he called an ambulance i had to check his plus but he was dead don't go down the road i did

talk to someone how old r u ? iam 15 i will talk to u if u need someone to

Subject:Thanks

thanks 3 ur reply-i would like 2 keep in touch thank you but i much younger im 11!
My dad ranawy when i was 7 but i had a older m8 who filled the gap of my dad-but then he died......
and i keep crying-i am goin 2 c a counsiller i really dony want 2 but my mums making me its not fair....... i hate my dad and have found it hard to trust people so its nice to have som1 2 talk 2!
KAT

Subject:Wow

hi guys
i read ur conversation and i cant believe j u went threw wat i am going threw now i am 15 too.
any advice?
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