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message no. 801
| Message from: Anon,
14 Sept 05 |
| Subject: I'm so
scared
I lost my Grandma about a month ago, and its only just started
to sink in that she is not coming back. And I feel so guilty because
I didnt go to see her in hospital and she must think I was so
selfish...I knew she was dying buty I was scared. Scared to see
her ill.
Then theres my mum. She had cancer 4 years ago. and sometimes
I lie awake at night and think what if it comes back? What if
I loose her too...I cant sleep at night 'cos I'm scared that someone
else in my family is going to die, and I dont think I cuold cope
with any more.
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