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Message from: Chloe, 09 Sept 05

Subject: my little girls dead

hi guys, im chloe and im 16, i was raped and got pregnant and kept the baby, i then gave birth to a little girl in april.shes was the best thing which has ever happened to me, however when she was 3months old my mum fell down stairs with her and fell on top of her and killed her instantly. ive not forgive my mum since its happened,i just feel angry when im near her. i miss her so much, i cry every night to try nd get to sleep, i hear her crying and i can smell her. she was lovely and didnt deserve to be taken away, she diddnt deserve it. shes done nothing wrong in the world, yet shes still punished.i cant live without her, i want to be wuth her, its not right me being here and shes not, she is apart of me so we belong together. i cant cope without her in my arms anymore, my heart liturally hurts! does anyone else feel like suicidle due to a death because i feel so stupid for feeling it but i cant help it! love chloe xxx

Subject: (no subject)

please don't kill yourself. please.

imagine what the rest of your family and your friends would feel like if u did that.
u would cause them to kill thmselves too, then ther friends or family might want to kill themselves too.

JUST DON'T DO IT.

Subject:Hi Chloe

First of all I am so sorry about the death of your little girl. It must be so hard for you. I am also 16 and I lost my dad when I was 11 months old he was murdered. My mum was left aged 26 with 2 children me 11 months my brother 2 and she just recently told me she tried to take her life four months after my dad dies because she couldnt cope but as soon as she had taken the pills and she thought of us and the rest of the family she called an ambulance. You see my mum blamed herself for the death because she asked my dad to go out for something. I no how hard it must be for you but your mum must be feeling like my mum and I would suggest that you and your mum talk it out. But please dont take your life because eventually you will learn to cope with the death of your little girl and may go on to have more children. Message me back if you need to. Love hannah xxxxx

Subject: keep ur chin up

keep smiling and be happy. dont blame ure mum, my mum droped my cat when i was 10 and ir died. i am 14 now

Subject:(no subject)

As well as you, your mum must be going through hell. The amount of guilt she probabaly feels must be overwhelming. I think you should try to forgive her and don't kill yourself.

Subject: DONT DO IT

HI CHLOE, I WAS REALLY SORRY TO HEAR BOUT UR DAUGHTER. I DON'T MEAN THIS HARSHLY BUT, I FINK U SHOULD FORGIVE YOUR MUM. IT WASN'T HER FAULT SHE FELL DOWN THE STAIRS. WHAT IS COMMITING SUICIDE GOING TO ACHEIVE? IT WILL MAKE YOU LOOK LIKE A COWARD. YOU NEED TO CRRY ON THROUGH THICK AND THIN. U NEVER KNOW, U MIGHT FIND SOMEONE ELSE AND HAVE MORE CHILDREN. GOOD LUCK. LOVE HOLLIE XX

Subject:i am so sorry

i am sorry i am sorry. please look after ure self and dont kill ure self. sorry

Subject: (no subject)

i am so sorry about you little girl.i am 15 and had my little baby cousin in my arms walking down some stair there was no carpet but grip things and a grip thing was loose and i nearly fell i turned around and grabed on to the side. i couldn't stop crying i just was thinking off if i had loosed go of her i never picked up a baby for about 7 minths later. its just i keep thinking off it and if i did loose go what wold my aunt do. don't hurt yourself plz i bet you have a lot of people that care about u love emma i am sorry