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Message from: ellie, 05 Sept 05

Subject: to every1

its been a whole year 2day that my bro died. i was ok till i went 2 the crash site an saw my mum had put a pic there. thats wen it hit me hard. i thought it would be easier than this i though the year that has passed would of taken most of the pain away but it hasnt. i wouldnt wish this on ant1. it scares me to think how many of us r going thro simular things an no matta wot no1 really nos how we feel. its hard bcoz my bro was ther al the time we were 2getha 24/7. u want 2 talk bout it, 4 ppl 2 tell u how 2 feel or act but they cant. u need to cry ,scream do wot eva u want and jus take one day at a time. it nvr changes the pain but it makes u realise not 2 take life for granted. i wish every single 1 of u the best remember u wil c them 1 day an ur love 4 them wil nvr die