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Message from: ellie, 01 Sept 05

Subject: i miss my brother

my brother died 3rd of september 2004 he was my bst m8. we had a fite a month b4 he died. i told him i hated him then i moved house 5 days b4 he died i moved bk and i never got 2 tell him i loved him or that i was sorry for what i said. my mum says he knows i didnt hate him and she said he always asked bout me but its the fact i never got 2 say sorry. i dont even think i have truely excepted the fact that he died. i dont no what im ment 2 do or how im ment to act. it doesnt feel real.

Subject: i know how u feel

i know exactly how u feel i lost my brother 4 years ago and the day b4 he died i told him that i hated him and that i would never speak to him again and early the next mornin he died but i felt guilty for so long and then i thought of all the good times we had and that he would have known i didnt mean it cos the good out does the bad. ur brother would have known u loved him and a few words in the heat of the moment wouldnt change that.y not tell him sorry cos hes always with you even though he cant reply. i hope this helps u. xxx