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Message from: Emily, 30 Aug 05

Subject: brother gone and we dont know why

Hi im emily my step brother killed himself. its hard it happend on may 20th 2005 and fathers days pased and mothers day has pased and my step dads birthday has pased . im so depresed that im making my self sick. i cry my self to sleep at night and . the hardest part is woundering why michael my step brother killed him self. that day befor school thear was screaming police and docters. and my oerants told me and my other step brother to tack my sisters to my moms room and watch tv and toled me and my step brother to watch tv in the livivg room. my brother looked out the windo and did not like what he seed and 10 minuits later i looked out the windo and i saw police and docters and are nabes looking out the window. and since school is coming up im starting to feel alittel hopeliss like if michael cant be here why should i so if anyone can help pleas do thank you Emily

Subject:its harder when you dont know why

my mum died and it really helps to go on here and talk about it, and i didnt know how or why she went at first, but even thought the pain was still unbearable it helped to know why, but its different with your brother because what was bothering him was not medical, but even though its really hard you might be able to find out why he did it, you could ask his friends, it might help you understand a bit better.

Subject: i know it is hard

i know that it is hard for you, because i lost my brother three years ago and i don't know either but i learnt to go on in life even though i sometimes cry myself to sleep. i didn't beleve it was my brother at first that died. But the best thing for you to do is look back on the good times you had with him, and remember what a kind person he was. he will always be in your heart in the deepst of places like my brother is. sometimes when i talk to my brother i cry about it because he got taken into care, when i was the age of six or seven and know that i am thirtteen, it makes it eight years i havn't seen him. I hope you all the best.