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Message from: Sarah, 30 Aug 05

Subject: my friend died ;-(

hi, my friend died back in february and i miss him so much its unbearable..he committed suicide..and now everyone seems to have got over him and i havent..i cry for him all the time..i stayed up for 48 hours 2 nights ago and sat in my room and cried..i even thought about committing suicide just like him..soo that i could see how he is..and why he killed himself..he was so smart..i hate feeling so down..i miss him so much..and when i cry for him..it isnt like i would normally cry..it comes right from the heart..snd i curl up on my bed and cry for ages...i cant deal with this loss anymore..to this day..i still cant believe he's dead..i want him to come back..i just dont want to face up to the fact that im never going to see him again..;-( please reply...thank you xoxoxo

Subject: Tragic loss and writing your feelings down

Sarah,
Write and write and write about your friend and share it all who suffered too; and don't judge those seem to have recovered from the loss. Keep writing and read it back to yourself and then share it with others. Write about your freindship, your memories, the things you miss, liked and disliked, just keep writing it all down and don't stop. It will help. Geoff in the UK. Thinking of you, your missive touched me.

Subject:suicide

my m8 done same. i feel so much same as you. he died 3 weeks ago. i feel so depressed. everythin reminds me of him n the thought of anythin i cudve changed cuts me up. i do feel real alone. feelpeople couldnt try2 understand how you cud possibility feel n althought im greatful got so many friends... they either dnt know what im goin thru or others friends seem to b too much for me 2 handle. if you know what i mean.I jus feel super drepress abt anythin in general. i guess talkin abt it here does make me feel beta cos im at least helpin others. thats only thing im enjoyin in life. i hope it does hlp you cos thats all im good for x x x