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Message from: Hannah, 27 July 05

Subject: Dad

My Dad died 9 months ago of a sudden heart-attack. No-one talks about it much, everyone just assumes we're okay. People don't get that you never get over it. That every single day there's always something there to remind you. I don't cry as much as I used to. But knowing that your tears will never make a difference is worse. I still miss him a lot, still regret the things I nevr said or did. But it's getting better than it was.

Subject: Yeah

I feel the same way. though it was my Grand mother and Grand Father. I lived with them since I was a kid. Grandmother died Dec22nd-00; 2 minutes before my birthday. It was sad, Grandfather died Jan15-03; We were kicked out of our house that we lived in. My aunt owned the house, An hour later he died.. She told us we had to be out within 3 days. It's sad, I wish I could've said more things.. and done more / different things.
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Matt