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Message from: abigail, 15 July 05

Subject: i lost my soul mate and two friends in one day:(

i lost my boyfriend chris and mates bryan and liam all in a car crash on the 15th january 2005. it has been realy hard to cope. they all died instantly but it still worries me that they were so scared before they died. i cry every day and will never get over it i even tried killin my self so that i could be with them agen it hurts so much. chris was my soulmate and i love him so much and i dont think ill be able to love someone ever again, i feel lost alone and empty and i just dont know wad to do! :(

Subject:(no subject)

hate this i hate him being gone i cant cope i wana be with him again so bad. no-one else in my family or even my friends seem to notice that i even exist any more i might as just well be with chris no-one would notice that im even gone i just wana die and be with him!!!!!!!!!!!! i just really need him back im all alone and nobody is here to support me!!!!!!! i hate life! why did he have to be taken away from me??????? he was only sixteen for christs sake!!!!!!!! he didnt deserve to die he never did a thing wrong in his life!I WANT CHRIS BACK!!!!!

Subject: (no subject)

sorry2 hear bout ur friend im glad that u hav talked to me and i no how it is to loose some1 close to u my uncle died from cancer and we were very close!hope to talk soon please write bak x

Subject:thanks nicole

thanks for ur reply hun im sorry to hear bout ur uncle that is sad. how are u copeing? im copeing better than i was but not much. love abigail xxx.

Subject: missing him

im so sorry bout wat happned. i lost my soulmate in a crash last year too. sumtimes im up, sumtimes im down, but i always miss him and will always love him, just like u love and miss ure soulmate and friend, im here if u need to talk hunni! XxX take care