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Message from: Holly, 06 July 05

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Hi. My mum died on the 29th Jan this year in a freak accident next to my house, and i just cant bear to be here anymore.I try not to think about her, but when i do i pass out.If anyone got this, plz reply! Reading other ppls comments made me feel less alone, so please someone reply with anything x

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hi. im really sorry to hear about your mum n i no how u feel, not wanting to be here anymore thats exactly how i felt wen my uncle died!! email bak soon love kat

Subject: feeling for you

Hi Holly
I'm really sorry to hear about your mum dying. I know it is so hard. I lost my mum in January the year before. She had cancer, so I don't know what it's like for someone to die so suddenly in an accident, but I do know it is too hard however someone dies.
I don't think it's ever going to get better fully, but as time passes I think it's that there are not so many tears left to cry. I don't know that this really makes sense - sorry. What I've trying to say is that it's so very,very hard and will always be, but perhaps as the years pass we are unable to have the pain so strongly.
I don't think it will ever get better, I miss my mum loads, but your mum and my mum would want us to carry on and try our hardest.
Lots of love to you Hollyxxx

Subject: i know the feeling

My mom died almost 2 years ago when I was 14. I still haven't gotten over it. I cry my self to sleep every night. But out of it all I realized one thing. See my dad wasn't married to her, they divoriced when I was 3. Right after she died he was happy cause I could now move away. He moved me from Colorado to New Hampshire. It really hit hard. I no longer had any familiar things at all. While it might seem terrbile right now to be around the place where your mom died it might actually help evenutally. I still have a hard time visiting my grandma (where my mom lived), but when I do I kinda feel like shes around me and that everything will be ok. I still am a wreck. But I think I might have been a little better off if I was by my friends. So eventhough it seems tough right now, it will get easier. I wish you luck. And im sorry about your mom.

Subject: im so sorry

hi, im really sorry to hear. i know how you feel and it hurts real bad, i lost my boyfriend in a car crash in february. it still hurts like hell and even i have thought of killing myself, but its not they way to look at things. i know you have lost alot but please, think of how your family and friends would feel if they had to go through something else like that. thats what stopped me from doing it. once again i am truly sorry and i hope this helped you at least a little xx