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Message from: Sammie, 13 June 05

Subject: I don't know what to do

My brother died 10 months ago and its just hit me, i don't know what to do and i have been winding myself up about it and i can't stop self harming, and i keep on thinking about takeing my own life but i can't do it, if u feel the same way as i do then please help me

love sammie
x-x-x

Subject:hi sammie

My granny died over a year ago.up until recently it has just hit me and often when i think about it i go into shock.a coldness flows over me and i feel like fainting. i am suffering from depression and am sometimes suicidal. so i know how you feel.i try to look at it as though my granny is watching over me and helping me through this life.just remember ur not alone x

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hi sammie im sorry to hear about ur brother i don't know how it feels to loose a brother however my friend went through a similiar thing her brother died and she didn't really feel anything until 12 months later and it hit her hard she started to self harm and thoughts of suicide and even attempted suicide several times she then finally killed herself and the pain is unreal the blame and guilt everyone felt cus they couldn't help her and also because of this her mum and dad had lost two children in less then two years you see and feel the pain that everyone is going through everyday when your brother died do u really want to put people through that again and also how do you think your brother would feel if he knew you ended your life because of him i mean would you ever want to know that somebody killed themselves cause of you just think about it and talk to friends and family all the best 4 the future and good luck luv kelly