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Message from: Kenia, 07 June 05

Subject: I think I need help

I´ve been leaving away from my family for 5 years already, so I´ve been missing a lot of things. Two years ago my father had an abscess in his brain removed. Since that his health wasn´t great. He passed away last Saturday (May 28) after going throught a lot of pain. I wasn´t there (out of the country). Last night I saw my uncle, who was his pcp, and I started crying. After that I see my dad everywhere. I can´t take him off of my mind. I just close my eyes and I can see him, smiling at me, opening his arms to give me a hug or just sitting on the chair reading a newspaper. I don´t know what is going on with me. I love my dad very much and this is killing me. What can I do? Do I need pychological help?

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my dad died 4 yrs this novemeber, wen he very 1st died i couldnt gt him out of my head every were i went he was on my mind 24/7 u dunt need help i think its natural.... Hope this helps Loadza Hugz Nina x xx