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Message from: Caz, 07 June 05

Subject: Miss my mum

My mum had cancer and passed away 3 weeks ago within 5
weeks of us finding out, I was lucky enough to be holding her hand with
my dad next to me when she went to sleep for good, I am grateful she
never suffered, but I can not stop re living the last two weeks, I cry
alone all the time but put on a big brave face, I write poems about her,
not sure how to help myself, life around is just going as normal and yet
I am so different and hurting so much, sorry to read all your sad
stories, i can relate to how so many and how you are all feeling. Any
advice anyone out there. My heart is broken and how do I mend it.