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Message from: Sarah, 18 May 05

Subject: my mum was my best friend too!

i lost my mum 15 months ago,i dont know how to deal with the pain, i was her little girl. i was 24 when she past away with cancer.i dont even no if i beleive in the spirit world, as my mum hasnt given me any signs that shes ok. i miss her so much. She was my mum and
my best friend.

Subject:i am so sorry to hear

i am so sorry to hear about ur mam. I no a little of how u are feeling. My mam died nearly 3yrs ago. D pain is still there like it happened yesterday. I often think about not living for tomaro but you've got to..Life is so horrible sometimes but you've gotta stick in there for for family and friends. jus think one day u can tell ur children how great and wonderfull there nan was. Hope the pain eases a little for u. Good luck xxxx ps,I will look out 4 u in future, if u wana chat my niumber on here is 666.

Subject: mom

I lost my mum on the day before the twin towers came down. She'd battled with cancer for 11 years, and died with me, my dad, and my brother with her. She was a beautiful lady, and although I miss her, I'm so glad that her pain is over. I light a candle for her when I miss her, and it seems to help.

Subject: hey

Sorry only replyin to u now, havn ben on d net for a while.My mams birthday is on christmas eve, last yr it was her 60th, it was so hard cos we planned for yrs to hav a huge party 4her.Sometimes, it doesn matter wen it is i get drunk so i can 4get bout my life at home n in skol.I think i belive in the spiritual world but alot of the time i don't belive in god. I jus tink if he is der, how cud he take my mam away from me.Do u belive in the spiritual world?Do u ever tlk to ur mum?hope ur feelin even a lil better.x

Subject:mam

hey, people told me to talk to my mam and write my feelings down or write my mam a letter, that it will make me feel better cos its a way of letting ur emotions out, i do tlk to her but i end up really upset, i tried writing stuff down but i got angry, Hav u tried any of that? jus wondering if it worked 4u?im on my summer holidays now n its killing me cos i shud b spending my summer hols with my mam, we used to always get up n have breakfast on d couch in our pjamas together n watch tv for ages.D only person iv tlked 2bout my mam is a teacher in skol but now i wont c her til september.Do u tlk to any of ur friends?hope 2hear from u, feelin really low n crap lately.hope ur doin ok tho xxxxx