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Message from: Chloe, 18 May 05

Subject: mam

My mam died nearly 3 yrs ago.i hav already wrote a message.
#659. Please can someone give me a little advice. I want to die to be
with my mam,sister n d rest of my family. I can't hold on here much
longer.

Subject:(no subject)

my dad died four years ago, ino how u feel! its the worst thing that could happen to anyone, losing a parent. this site has really helped me, through reading other peoples messages and knowing that your not the only one. does it help when u talk to people about your mum? that helps me a lot, i talk to my friends about my dad all the time, even tho they never knew him. one day you will be with your mum again but try not to keep thinking u want to be with her now, im sure she would want you to be happy and live your life to the full because she didnt get that chance. my only advice that i can give u is to take each day as it comes. everyday i get a little bit stronger, but theres days where i feel my world has fallen apart and i dont no what to do with myself, this is when i found this site.
keep talking to people, dont bottle it up. i wish u all the best and hope the pain gets easier xxxx good luck xxx

Subject:thanks

Thanks so much katy for ur reply. I find it really hard to tlk bout my mam to anyone. I tlk to a teacher in skol sometimes, shes hepled through my hardest days over d past 3yrs. Sometimes i wana tlk bout my mam to anyone but den somethin comes over me n i don't. I am trying to to wat u said n take each day as it comes,its really hard. U must be a really strong person. I hope ur doin okay yourself. I no my mam is prob beggin me to tlk to someone so i can let all this pain and anger out but one thing i do know is that ur dad is Jumping 4joy seening you be so strong tlking bout him n giving pthers advice. Thanks so much. xx

Subject: mum

hi, thank you for ur message.Sorry to hear about your mum.do you believe in the spirit wold?it would of been my mums 51st birthday on the 25th of may, i didnt no how to cope so i just got drunk. hope to hear from you.xxxxxx

Subject: help

Pls anyone can u giv me advice or some sense if there is any.. I can't deal with all this pain anymore. Nothin ever goes write in my life anymor.I can't see a future for myself. its like living in hell. I miss my mam to much. I LOVE you mam xxxxxxx

Subject: mum

thanx for your reply,im like u i dont belive in god. but i do think theres something after death.i do talk to my mum, but it upsets me so i try not to so much.
when someone u love so much is taken from you it makes u wonder what lifes all about.hope your feeling ok.hope to hear from you again.xxx