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Message from: Kelly, 18 May 05

Subject: Still not over my dad!

my dad died when i was 7, tht wuz 5 years ago but i still get pure paranoid thinking about wot am i gonna do wen my mum dies ino i still hav other close family but im so insecure, i erally miss my dad and am always thinkin of pure stupid things like 'hoos gonna wok me up the isle wen i gt married!' mibi silly but little things like tht always pop up in my mind, i really wish my dad was heer also for someone else 2 tok 2 wen im fitin with my mum! i jst cnt beleeve i still miss him so much and amnt over him, isnt other ppl???

Subject: i understand completely

Hello huni i know exactly how your feeling. my dad died when i was 10 i am now 14 and its coming up to his 4 year anniversary, i have no one to talk to and when i try the subject somehow gets changed i wonder all the time whoes going to walk me up the isle but things will get better you have to learn that your dad wouldnt of wanted you to feel depressed just live life to the full because you dont know how long you have left .

Subject: (no subject)

i feel just the same my dad died 5 years ago aswell from brain tumor. i cant even remember what he looks like know. mum is with a new partner at the moment and there is absolutly no evidence of my dad even living no pictures or anything. it hurts and somtimes i get really angry about it. and i have been with a counciller but it hasnt made any effect. if u eva need to talk i will be ther 4 u luv lils

Subject: Really Sorry

I am really sorry to hear that. :-(

Subject: (no subject)

I no wat yr going through my dad died wen i was 5 and now my mum is really poorly docters say she has a year left to live i dont no wat to think of this i sopose i will deal with it wen it happens all the best to you i hope you get through this

Subject:(no subject)

aw bless i feel just the same my dad died 5 years ago aswell from brain tumor. i cant even remember what he looks like know. mum is with a new partner at the moment and there is absolutly no evidence of my dad even living no pictures or anything. it hurts and somtimes i get really angry about it. and i have been with a counciller but it hasnt made any effect. if u eva need to talk i will be ther 4 u luv lils