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Message from: LUCY, 13 May 05

Subject: MY BIG BROTHERS GONE 4EVA

HI MY NAME IS LUCY AND I AM 13YRS OLD.
MY BIG BROTHER WAS KILLED IN A CAR CRASH AT THE AGE OF 16 ONE NIGHT A YEAR AGO. I NEVER GOT A CHANCE TO SAY GOOD BYE TO HIM BEFORE HE LEFT HOME AND GOT INTO HIS MATES CAR. I MISS HIM SO SO SO MUCH.I FIND IT DIFFICULT TO TALK ABOUT HIM I JUST GET UPSET WHEN I TRY TO.MY MUM TALKS ABOUT HIM LIKE HE IS ROUND THE CORNER
BUT I HAVE TO LEAVE THE ROOM OTHERWISE I WILL CRY.AT SCOOL I SIT IN LESSONS I SIT THERE AND SOMEONE ASKS ME IF IM OK AND I JUST CRY AND AT NIGHT I CRY MYSELF TO SLEEP AND IT IS A YEAR AGO NOW AND MY HEART JUST ACHES FOR HIM. I CANT SEE MY LIFE WITHOUT HIM I ALWAYS LOOKED UP TO HIM AND I COULD TALK TO HIM ABOUT ANYTHING.I JUST FEEL LOST WITH OUT HIM I NEED HIM HERE WITH ME NOW!! I LOVE YOU BRO YOU WERE ONE IN A MILLION!!

Subject:Hope you feel better

Your brother is still with you in your heart. I dont know if you believe in god or reincarnation but if you sit quietly and think about your brother you could probably feel what he would say to you. Theres nothing wrong with feeling sad but your brother probably wants you to be happy when you think of your memories with him not sad. I think you should maybe talk to a counselor or your mom and tell her that you dont know how to handle it when she acts like he is around the corner. I hope you can find the happiness that your brother would love you to have and want you to have. And I hope you and your mother have a nice strong conversation about this.

Subject:i know what u go through

hiya lucy i read ur message and i no what u are going through because my brother is dead 2 i am 13.........and i am lost with out my brother so i bet u are 2 .........i just wanted 2 say sorry 2 her about ur brother i am going now if u need eney body 2 talk 2 i am alway's hear please write back take care love laura xxxxxx

Subject:(no subject)

i know u sent this a while ago, just read your message, and i lost my big brother in a car crash just a month and a half ago. He was my best friend and i too looked up to him, i kno exactly wat u mean i just cant function without him, i cry constantly i just miss him so much. We did so much together and told each other everythin. He was only 17.