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Message from: chelsea, 04 Apr 05

Subject: i knew my sis four 4 years and its horrible

when i was 4 my sis died at age 17 she drowned and somtimes i ask my self why should i go on and there is not a reason from my understanding. my mum moved away because she was so upset and i live with my dad and brother

Subject:Hey

Hey Chelsea. A similar expperience happened to me. When I was 5, my 9 year old sister died from braindamage and pneumonia. I often felt that why should I live and she shouldnt. I always wished to trade places with her, ahe had always been through so much more than me and had more strength and courage than I ever will. I am an only child now and when people ask me if I have a brother or sister, I never know what to say. Her death led to a bitter divorce between my parents and a split through the whole family.
The reason that you have to go on is for her, if you give up then you cannot tell all those people that you meet in your life what a wonderful person your sister was. You have to keep her memory alive. Your the only daughter that your parents have left now and you must make them proud!! I am always here if you need a chat. Take Care Lorn xxx