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Message from: Marissa, 01 Apr 05

Subject: I miss you dad

My dad died 3 years ago and ive been strong but , i was 10 when he died and coped with it well but now as im 13 i miss him more than ever. theres only one person who i can talk too who actually listens and no one understands how i feel, they think i dont have many feelings but really its breaking me down some nights.

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Sorry! My dad hung himself last year in November and i can't bring myself to knowing that he's actually gone. I know how your feeling! Becky x

Subject:Hi

Hiya Marissa I know exactly what your going through, it gets really hard at times - so if you ever need to talk i'm here Luv Nicky xxxx

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 hiya my grandad dies in january i cant bring my self to belive tht he is gone n i feel like i dont have any 1 2 talk 2 the only person tht i can talk 2 is my counciler becouse nobody else seems to understand wot i am going throw

Subject:Join the club

People say that things are going to get better with time but i feel differently. My Dad died just under 6 months ago and i feel that everyday gets harder rather than better. I hate everyday that passes because i feel it is taking me further and further away from him.
I have, however learned to cope. I found my release by writing him letters. I am a christian and i like to think that my Dad is in heaven. Even if you dont believe in God you can still imagine them in what is deemed 'paradise'.
Some may think that it is sick writing to a dead person but i have found it incredibly theraputic. I like to think that he is on holiday, a long one. and when i eventually die i will join him. I have a whole pile of letters and eventually i will put them into a balloon (biodegradable one) and send them up to him to read. I hope this helps. Chin up

Subject: star girl

thank you your message has helped me you are a very kind