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Message from: Chel, 24 Mar 05

Subject: MY DAD COMMITTED SUICIDE

my dad killed himself last year in august due 2 splittin up wiv his girlfriend....he tried killin himself b4 he actually did and he promised me n my brother that he wudnt try it agen but he did and he succeed :( i feel reli upset at nite n cry myself 2 sleep most nites,i just dnt no wot 2 do anymore,i was goin 2 try 2 take an overdose a few months ago but i just fort 2 myself "no wots the point when ive gt my whole live ahead of me"n i started 2 fink bk 2 my dads funeral n how upset my family n friends wud b if i killed myself,so im still alive coz i realise wot life meant 2 me,

Subject:im really sorry

im really sorry 4 ur loss i lost one ov my best friends a couple of months ago n i was soooo upset so cant imagine wat u feel like am really sorry. luv dinky xxx

Subject:commiting suicide

my dad commited sucide 6 years ago and i can't cope try to write your emotions in a poem it helps trust me.

Subject: thanks

thanks for replying to my message and you said that icould talk to you wenever so i am just tlkn to ya thanks very much rb billy xxx

Subject: My dad did that too..

5 years ago my dad took his own life and i hardly slept for the first 6 months. I went through the same feelings of wanting to end things as well. Its not easy, its not a nice situation to be put in and its not fair - with suicide it never is. The best thing i can say is to talk about it with your family, it hurts and its hard, but it helps you understand how you feel rather than hide your feelings.i still feel anger and guilt now, but i feel strong enough to look forward now. i hope you're ok. Shuxx

Subject: my dad commited suicide too

My dad took his own life 4 years ago this may 07, I still find it hard to understand why he has gone why he chose to do what he did, one day your here the next day your gone. I keep kidding myself that he did'nt mean to do it he never left a note. And the last words i said to him that night was you said you would'nt let me down. my dad was a very repectable man had a good job everything going his way married to my mum for 27 years 4 kids @ 1 grandchild but drink and depression got in his way, stop's people thinking about the things that really matter. I think I get through my days remembering all the happy time's being positve about my future plus my kids @ work keep me busy.