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Message from: amber, 03 Mar 05

Subject: im so bored of feeling low

10th oct o1-grandma dies

13th dec-close cousin dies

1st sept 03-dad gets cancer

30th july 04-allan dies(like a dad 2 me)

theres not 1 day that goes passed that i dont think about any of them.most of all i miss allan.i saw him loads and now hes not here i just dont know what to do to get over it.i went to him to solve all may problems. now the problem is that hes not here. since 2000 ive felt so low.i cant be asked to go on feeling like this. im always introuble with my mam for things i dont do.to top it all my family is splitting up and its getting nasty.i need 2 feel happy.please x x

Subject:chearing up

hiy i feel sorry 4 u, it must be hard but u only live life 1nce just try and enjoy ureself

Subject:where theres a will theres a way

im sory to hear about your losses your not the only one, evryone here is in the same boat so we all understand. I know it might seem like a daft sugestion if ur not gettin on with ur mum but i really think u should talk to her tell her everything really let her know how hard it has hit u. I dont think until she knows it all and totally about how you feel that she can understand or begin to know what to do. Maybe its all taking its toll on her too. I always find talking it through puts things in perspective! be strong and honest. x

Subject:Sorry 2 hear this but I know how u feel

Hi. My granddad died on the 1st of march and I didn't know how 2 cope. I beat myself up about it. I felt guilty, angry, sad I just wanted him back so much. I know it sounds wierd but lots of things were going through my head. Then a month later on the 2nd of April my uncle mark was killed in a fatal car crash in Scotland. I hated God at first because he had just turned 40. He was great. I felt sorry for my other granddad because it was his birthday. It is nearly a year now and it feels so wierd. I feel sorry for my whole family because we are so big. We kind of rely on each other. I mostly feel sorry for my auntie and my 6 cousins. Why them? Why not some1 else? I know this sounds really mean but I feel really angry still but I know now that u have to appreciate life no matter what it throws at you. so put your chin up and smile because things have to get better there is no point at looking at the bad things, look at the good and happy things you all shared together. Write back to tell me how things are going. Love Cat xx

Subject:Thanks guys!

hey thanks!u av really helped!!knowing there are people out there who feel the same helps alot. i have been speaking to my mam and having just 'us' times which is really good. i have decided that they wouldnt want me 2 be upset and for that ive decided to move on.not to forget though.thanks again!!xxxx

Subject:im sooo sorry i know how ur feeling

Hi amber im really sorry to hear about wat has happened i no it is hard because quite a lot of my family hav gon aswel. u hav to try and remember all the happy times that u all had together. thats wat i did and it really helped me and i hope it works for you too.

me best friends brother did about a mont ago and i am really upset about that so i really do know how u r feeling. all the best . plz reply.

xxxxx alice xxxxx