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Message from: christine, 09 Feb 05

Subject: lost both mom and dad

i lost my dad when i was 13, he killed himself and i found him which was really difficult. one thing that made my life worse was not knowing y he did wat he did. i just wanted to die and join him but me and my mom carried on with our life and our relationship became stronger as we had both lost someone who meant alot to us.
it was strange not having my dad around anymore but i built my life back up and did things which would make him proud of me.

last march my mom died of septicemia, i was heart broken and it brought memories back of my dad dying. i had no one i was all on my own..well thats how i felt but i did have my family. i really felt i wanted to kill myself. everything is gettin ontop of me scholl and other things i am only 17 and still got the rest of my life ahead of me i feel i cant do this without my parents. i love and miss them so much i need someone to talk to plz xxx

Subject: I'm sorry christine for your losses

Hi there christine, I wanted to say that I feel for you. Your not alone in he sense of having parents that have passed away both of mine have my mum died in 1998 of cncer and dad died in 2004 coz of drinking, although our circumstances are different we have still lost the 2 people that brought us in to this crazy world so i do feel for you. if you ever wanted to talk i'm here. i would like to talk to someone too that has lost of their parents.... someone who realy understands.

take care, i wish you well.

Tracey R x