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Message from: mNmz{melissa}, 26 Jan 05

Subject: a lost loved daddy

hey peepz whuds ups ..n2m here but umm..i lost my dad!!i lost him in 2003 of august..and umm i said some pretty mean things to him 2 months be4 he died!!..and he was only 53 years old i think..and umm i told him that i hated him..but deep down..he knows that i don't hate him ..he knows i love him.. why did jesus have to take my dad..he was only 53 and he was going to get married..and i really loved that him..and now there's a big empty space in my heart but my boyfriend filled that empty face..and umm i realized that my father...will alwayz be in my prayers..and my heart. i can't forget about you..never ever will i ..sometimes i wish that "if only i could get one more look at chu and one more butterfly kisses from you and one more hug be4 u would have left"..well im going to bed luv ya lotz daddy..and nite nite see you in my dreams!!and i'll alwayz feel you in my heart..and i hope u'll guide me thro life and let me make the right decisions in life!!

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I hope you dont feel too bad about saying those things to your dad and I am sure he knew you loved him really.
My dad died in december 04 and I had spent many years being angry at him, he was an alcoholic, and at the time I meant all the angry things I said to him but feel sad now that I never told him that I loved him and underneath all the hurt he caused us he bought us all happiness too.
I am trying not to regret saying the things I did because i meant them at the time, my mum tells me he loved me and knew I loved him.
I hope you find this helpful knowing your not the only one.