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Message from: NATALIE, 19 Jan 05

Subject: MY DAD

HIYA EVERY1 1 NO HOW U FEEL COZ A COUPLE OF WEEKS AGO MY DAD DIE AND HE WAS THE BEST AND ITS 2 HARD 2 LIVE WITH OUT HIM AND ITS LIKE A BIG PART OF ME AS BEEN TAKEN AWAY FROM ME AND I MISS HIM SO MUCH AND I WILL NEVER FORGET HIM LOVE NAT

Subject: (no subject)

no you will never forget him i feel the same way. I lost my dad over about 4 months ago and i still have not got over it and forgot him. I every night give this bear a hug and i have named him after my dad. It comforts me so much. You will never ever forget him you are just worried that you will do not worry. From Ryan xx

Subject:My dad

hiya nat howz u??? my dad died when i was 7 and im still pining to see him and it still breaks my heartim 15 now and sometimes i still wanna die just to be with him i know tha feeling u jus need to keep ure chin up and things will start looking up i promise ldz a luv lexi xxxx

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i know wen my dad died i thought he took half of me wif him i felt so empty....but know 2 yeras on i feel different i still think about my dad non stop...but i always think ov the gd times we had 2geva!

Subject: mi dad

thanks and i no coz i keep a pictur or him by my bed and evey night i tlk 2 him and give him a kiss and a cuddle

Subject:father's dying

My dad died a year and a half ago and I'm only just beginning to feel it. When he died I remeber driving to my sisters house and I couldn't remember where she lived - she's lived there for 20 years. I'm normally a decisive, strong person but I've totally lost it in the last couple of months, I've got over crying every weekend and keeping the pain from my friends but I can't deal with the fact he's gone, my safety net has gone, my soul mate has gone and the one person who understood and never judged me has gone - a year and a half later it's turned me into a quivering wreck, which he would have hated and still will if he can see me now. There is nothing so awful as the death of a parent, don't underestimate it or try to push it to one side, it catches up with everyone eventually.