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Message from: *LT*, 17 Jan 05

Subject: My Mum

Hey, just wondered if anyone can help?! My mum died from cancer just over a year ago. She was sick for a couple of weeks before, but when she died it was totally unexpected. At the time i held all my feelings back, i wouldn't show anyone i was crying and pretended to the world that i could continue my whole life normally. I took my GCSE's and ended up with good grades, but now my life seems to be pretty much falling apart. My cousin died at the beginning of dec 04 and this really hit me hard, it brought up loads of feelings from what happened with my mum. i try to take each day as they come.. but it just gets harder, i find it hard to talk and cry to people, can anyone offer any advice as to tackling stuff like what has happened to me?! Thanks xx