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Message from: Nikki, 04 Jan 05

Subject: when does it stop?

i feel so low @ the moment. i miss my little brother so much. the past 18 months has brought so much pain to me and my family. 1st we had my little brother die he was only 6 thn in june of last year my cousin dies of a massive brain hemerage. in the middle of december i watch my great aunt, who was like a nan to me died of cancer. at the moment i am at a all time low nd i just need to talk about it i miss my little brother so much he was so young. i just need to say how i feel.

Subject:life's great

hi nikki, i just wanted to say how sorry i am and that you need to think about the positive things in your life. i know how you feel and it is not easiy and you do feel like crap most days but you just have to think that your loved ones, would want you to try your best and get on with your life.when i was 7 my dad died of brain tumor. then when i was 10 my cousion was killed whilst driving a lorry and last year my nanny died. then when i thought we where on the right track my 21 year old brother died and im fed up with life and i just wana be with my brother and most days you do feel like crap. lifes great is'nt it?

Subject: hey babe

hey babe

i definatly know what u r goin thru cos were family u no u can always call and txt me if u eva need 2 chat cos i no i can fone u if i need some1 2 talk 2 just rememba keep ur head up.

lots of love danni ur adoring cousin xxxxx

Subject: when words dont fit

i just want to say hi. i want say i know its hard because i am not you. but i will say this, i just lost my best friend to a brain hemerige 1 week ago. it is the hardest thing in the world and i didnt know this much pain could happin. with that said i keep you in my thoughts and best wishs. from one griving sole to another. jess