| Subject: Everyone
leaving me
On valentines day nxt year, it will be 5 years since my dad died...
it was a sudden heart attack while he was away on business, so
i had no chance 2 say goodbye or prepare myself.
Just over two weeks ago two of my friends were killed in a car
crash, both only 17.
This week my mum took me to the doctors and i have depression,
he advised me to come to cruse because my depression is caused
by my grief. The problem is I hav neva grieved properly, yeah
ive cried a little but I have always been the strong one.
I was always strong for my mum because I didnt want to upset
her or make her depression worse by worrying her. I have also
been strong for my boyfriend who's best friend was one of the
boys killed in the crash.
I cannot sleep or concentrate at skool anymore, I have lost my
appitite + the will to do anything. I don't know how to get over
this, evryone close to me seems to end up hurt.
While writing this I have just found out my friends mum has died
of cancer
What the hell do i do now?
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