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Message from: danielle, 9 Nov 04

Subject: my grandad died..i can't cope

I lost my grandad on 4th October 2004 and I'm still very upset about it. I lost my nan on 28th december 1992...12 years ago this year and I STILL HAVEN'T got over her death although I have learnt to accept it more. I know it takes time. I have tried to bottle it all up inside so I don't upset anyone and I feel like nobody understands.I just want to cry all the time but i know i shouldnt.All I know is that my Grandad is still waiting to wake up but he never will.

Subject: My Granddad

I lost my granddad on the 1st March. I have never got over it and I still find it hard talking to people about it. I bottle things up and it really soesn't help. I just try and get on with it.

Subject:(no subject)

2 months ago my grandad was diagnosed with lung cancer. We then found it is was in both lungs, his liver, his brain and around his heart. 3 weeks later, he died. I have lost 2 other people in my family this year but I have been surprised at how much this has knocked me...I think about him so much and I keep crying because I miss him and I can't believe he's not going to be with us at Christmas. I keep remembering how he looked when he was so ill - he looked nothing like he used to, and when I saw him just an hour before he died. I wish I could just forget for one minute but I can't and sometimes the pain just seems to overwhelm me. So I do know what you're both going through...especially as I also feel as though I should be over it by now.

Subject:best mate

i know how you feel my best mate got hit by a lorry and i saw it sorry about your grandad.