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Message from: Tom, 02 Nov 04

Subject: what do you do when...

how do you live in a house when your mumand dad are the perfect couple, 25 years marrige. have two other sisters that bring in lads and your trapped in the middle. you dont no who your friends are, not sure if they like you or dont. dont go out as much or barely any because i know that someone else would love to start bullying me. i want to be normal, i enjoy hanging with the lads not in the gay way but just chillin out, like playin footy and stuff. but then some of them are bit curious and rather not as friendly with me as the other lads. just because they think i am goin to come on to them. i have told a few people my secret recnently but have told them that i am bi-sexual so it doesnt sound as bad. but it nearly all got out as one of my friends told a ruck of people, good friend she was. i just want to fit with other people, witout the hassle. i think id rather be better dead, without the worrys, but with this perfect family and i love them all so much. my nans, sisters, mumand dad and the rest. i no that it would break their hearts because they have no clue what is goin on. and i cant break it to them like that and i cant tel them my seecrt. i feeel that my hed is goin to explode, i just would like some advice and to see if there is any other people out there like me

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suicide is definetly not the answer my best friend killed herslf 16months ago and it still hurts so bad every single day have u ever thought about writing ur mum a letter telling her how u feel if u can't talk to her as i think it will help as she will b able 2 understand wots on ur mind and it might make u feel better wrighting all ur problems down good luck jen xxx