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Message from: Claire, 01 Oct 04

Subject: My Nan was my mum

Well, im here because i lost my nan 4 weeks to this day.

I cant controll the way i feel, one minute im fine the next im a mess.

My nan was the person who looked after me all my life, and the closest person to me.

I feel like ihave lost 3 people, my mother figure, my nan and my best friend.

When people say that they feel numb after a death I didnt know what they meant, but thats how i feel now.

I have had a rough few years and this has been the icing on a big cake.

I have been depressed and i dont know what to do.

I cant understand where they go, becuase when i saw her in the coffin she was there, but she wasnt there, i cant get my head around this.

I dont think i will ever get over this.

I feel like all my friends have had enough of me talking about her.

i wish i could controll how i feel, i need some help.

Subject:reply

babe listen it does get easier in time, were sure your friends aint sick of hearing about it after all they are always there for you. just memba things can only get better...