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Message from: ryan, 02 Sept 04

Subject: the death of my dad

hello people this message is all about the death of my dad. On the 26/8/04 me and my mum and dad were all watching television. Then all of a sudden my dad keeled(fell)over on the sofa we tried to wake him but we cudn't so we phoned the ambulance and while my mum was on the phone to the ambulance i ran down to get my auntie deborah and i went also to get our neighbours to help revive(refresh)him till the ambulance came. But by the time they came it was too late. He had gone. So I stayed the night at my friend's house thinking it was all going to be over in the morning. But how wrong was I(?).

Subject:my dad too

hia ryan.
my dad died on 16/03/03 n i still miss him.
i was woken up by my mum she said my dad was having a heart attack. she phoned the ambulance n them tried 2 revive him herself. but it was no good. i saw eveything that happened n no1 could bring him back. so i nkow how you feel.
it was only the day before i was happy and my life was almost perfect.
at first i thought if i tried to put it at the back of my mind it would all just go away but i was wrong and i had 2 face up 2 it.
i know exactly how you feel, and i am really sorry about your dad.
i'll be here if you ever need 2 talk
luv nicky xxxxxxxx

Subject: my dad

hiya ryan n nikki im sorry to here abour ur dads, i lost mine last year n it was so hard at first i was thinkin about killin myself n everythin since he died iv started drinkin every weekend it just takes ma problems away iv tryed stopin but i just cnt, my dad died ov alcohol n i dont no y i du it i still find it hard sumtimes , sum days i just fink about him n burst out cryin but it has got alot easier ill neva forget him n neva stop hurtin n in time it wil get easyer for u so just b strong n rememba all the gd times u ad wiv him i no its hard if u eva need to tlk to sumone message me n ill get bac to ya coz i no wat ur all goin tho n i feel its easyer tlkin to ppl that r goin tho the same take care luv janey xxx n remember he'll neva stop lovin u !

Subject: thanx a lot janey

hiya janey

thanx a lot for your message. I cud really do with ur help.
from
ryan
P.S. write bac soon

Subject:ryan

hiya ryan , how r u ? if u want to tlk to me about wat ur feeling or wat ur goin though im here 4 u , i feel its always gd to get things out, du ur m8s understand wat ur goin though , du u tlk to ur mum or teachers about it , i dont tlk to ma mum really i dont want to make her upset iv spoke to a teacher b 4 ( learnin mentor) i dont no if u have these in ur school but there a gr8 help if u talk to ur head they will sort u out wiv one its a gr8 help , ope to here from u soon luv janey xxx take care

Subject: (no subject)

thxs